Because you don’t know what love is. You think it’s something you can play with. Love is not a game. You can’t make a girl fall in love with you and tell her a bunch of bullshit and promises then just leave because “someone new and easy” came into your life.
She isn’t better than me. Look, you choose her over me. I cried for months, thinking what could I do to make you want me back? Nothing. That’s it nothing. Why should I change the way I am to please you?
Obviously you still have something for me since you like to make me feel smitten around you. I know you still love me. Sometimes it seems like you don’t want me when I’m single but when you know I’m talking to someone you want to confuse me with your charm. You don’t fool me anymore.
If we do eventually end up together then I hope you’re finally ready for it. If we don’t then oh well. I tried. I tried for almost 2 years. But I swear to you, if you haven’t already, you’re going to look back and see NO ONE can love you as much as I did. You’ll realize you lost a good women. A beautiful women. An independent woman.
That’s what I am. I am not worthless. Even though you made me feel that way, I am not. I’m beautiful. I’m strong. I’m independent. I have self respect. I believe in myself.
Yeah, I may not be 95 pounds or have a millions friends. I may not be blonde or have blue eyes. I may not be a model. But I am me and at one point in your life you thought I was perfect. Just remember that. If you can’t appreciate me for me anymore then maybe you’re not the one I thought you were.